checking where we are

When you are not next to me I wonder every few minutes where you are. You are probably in the bedroom in your bed, or in my bed which has become more our bed than my bed. When you are next to me I almost don't remember you being there, you are a silent companion. Yet not really silent. Very present when you lift your head from your nap to check if I am still next to you. Now I check if you are still next to me, but you are not. You are in the bedroom on my bed probably which has become more our bed.